Molly identified

One day a couple of years ago, I was hiking with my own dog and a camera, and crossed paths with a dog walker running a pack of dogs.  They carried on, barely even stopping to sniff my own dog and say hey; but one of them, a little puggle, stopped in front of me on a rocky pedestal, sat, and looked up at me.  I snapped a picture, looking straight down at her,  and off she fled.

After downloading the image, I saw that it was one of those that could make a fun painting.  The sun was shining in from the east, the blue-black of her nose was deep, and her expression bespoke a certain joie de vivre.  I zoomed and cropped and I saw that I was reflected in her eyes, which is a perfect illustration of the dog as our mirror. Must paint!

I never knew anything about her except for what I could gather from the photo.  Her tag read MOLLY and that’s all I had.  The phone number wasn’t legible from the angle of the tag.  It’s not that I want to make a sale; but I just thought that her human(s) may want to know that their dog is being painted and would be displayed on a website or hanging in a show somewhere.  If it was my dog, I would be thrilled to know.

Because painting dogs enables (relies on,  even?) a certain connection with the subject, I have found that my feelings toward that subject have a huge influence on the way they are portrayed.  I once tried to paint a dog that I really didn’t like very much.  It was positively horrible and I had to ditch the effort.  How would not having any information at all influence the portrayal?

molly half finished

Oh, I put down the underpainting and started working on shading and some detail.  Then it was put aside while I started a commission or was inspired by another subject.  During Somerville Open Studios, I worked on it at my workstation to allow visitors to see a portrait being painted, in a non-intimidating manner (they didn’t feel they had to talk to me if I was busy at work!).  Then it was cast aside, again.  This dog that I know nothing about is only half-painted and leaning against a wall while I work on other paintings.  Hmm.

This week, my dog and I were hiking along a trail in a more remote part of the Fells and who comes bounding along but little Molly!  Different dog walker, but I stopped her to ask if the puggle was Molly.  We  ended up talking for a long time on a beautiful trail on a beautiful day, and I was happy to have at least let someone know that there is a portrait of her half-finished out there in the world!

And now I look forward to finishing that!

imp (underpainting)

Nothing is better at getting me to clean the entire house than a big canvas needing an underpainting.

I was invited to exhibit my work in a café in Davis Sq for the month of November.  The owner asked for “less dogs and more people, landscapes, or abstract paintings…”  Well, that’s fine, I thought.  I do have some other sketches that I wanted to work on – there’s an urban landscape that I’ve been meaning to do for years, so now I’ll do it.  I have a close-up of water that I’d like to do as an abstract (as the literal definition of “nonrepresentational: not aiming to depict an object but composed with the focus on internal structure and form.”  It encouraged me to push my boundaries out a little bit.

But I just stopped painting.  I mean, I understand taking a month off after the rush to finish work for Open Studios in May, but it went on and on and on and on.  The problem was that with the prospect of dog faces removed, I just wasn’t inspired, anymore.

Then a friend on facebook posted an image that sparked it.  A little urchin making faces with a smartphone.  What came up on my news feed was not a little girl, but an imp, a gnomish garden being with a sense of whimsical devilry.  As I develop the lines and shading around the eyes, I think the mischief will become more apparent…

imp underpainting, 36 x 48"

A Very Good Boy

44 x 28"

All along, this painting was called “Monty & Friends” because, well, that’s Monty there with his horse friends Jackie (left) and Eddie (right).  This is a zoomed and cropped portion of a much larger image that a Swissy friend had posted to an online forum.  I wanted to paint it.

I was living in Maine at the time and not painting at all, but I went out to find stretcher bars and canvas, and I stretched and primed the canvas, put down a sketch, and started the underpainting.

That’s about as far as it got.  I was doing my internship in herbalism and working at a natural pharmacy, and my life was otherwise occupied on that course.  Eventually, I got a new job with a nutritionist, moved back to Somerville, and the canvas was forgotten and cast aside and eventually it was destroyed out of sheer negligence.  Eh, I thought, I was never going to finish it, anyway.

A few months ago, the image reappeared on another list that I’m on. Hey, it’s Monty and his big friends!  I stretched a new canvas, knowing that I would actually finish the painting, this time.

I had kind of a tunnel vision on this one, and I didn’t post periodic updates.  When it was almost done, I did send a pic to Kim, the woman who belongs to these magnificent animals.  She commented on Monty’s expression and shared the backstory:  Monty was always a little frightened of the horses, and here in this image, she had put him in a sit/stay.  With the horses looming over him (gentle as they are!), his expression best illustrates his dilemma.

I then thought that maybe I should call it simply “Stay,”  but really…  Monty is just a very, very good boy.

Ode to SOS

I remember sitting at my desk at work, years ago, talking about needing to move, and a co-worker suggested that I move to Somerville.  Good God, I thought.  Somerville? Growing up south of Boston, it was inherent that we not venture north of the city.  (I did, once or twice, but only briefly.)  She said that she thought I would like it there.  Really?

But I did start thinking about Somerville.  There was a voice tucked neatly in the back of my head that was, apparently, waiting for this opportunity to remind me of the time I came to Somerville Open Studios.  At that time, I had stopped painting for many years.  Like, twenty.  Sure, I would occasionally pick up a graphite pencil and a pad of drawing paper, or I’d break out the dust-covered wooden case of oil paints and run each one under hot water until, slowly, the cap would surrender and turn, revealing vibrant color in its oily gooeyness sliding along the grooves.  (I loved the smell of oil paints, and yes – even the solvents.  Turpentine, linseed oil…  to me, they composed the aroma of creativity.)  Then, I would neatly pack my things away again.  As a kid, I always wanted to be an artist, but now, as an adult, life got in the way as bills needed to be paid.

Anyway, when I found out about this concept of a community full of artists opening up their studios and homes to the public, I was intrigued.  So, you can talk with the artist, and ask him or her about the work?  The inspiration?  The process?  Anything you want?  My friends and I hopped on the train and eventually spilled out onto the streets of Somerville, roaming up and down streets, ducking into homes and touring old, lofty buildings full of studios that just reeked of that beautiful aroma of creativity.  More than that, I was overtaken with inspiration.  Much of this work was amazing.  I never knew that I could walk through the door of a random house in any neighborhood and find this level of work.  In all media. It’s just raw, unadulterated, and unmediated blasts of creative output all over the city, like neurons firing all over the brain.  But then, after dinner, we piled ourselves back onto the train and rode back down to our own homes and our own lives and our own boring jobs.

But now I was looking at apartments and I could live anywhere that I wanted.  And so I moved to Somerville.  There seemed to be some kind of creative current running through this city which I found myself plugged into.  After a while, I started taking classes at the Museum School, again.  Stretcher bars were purchased.  Canvas was stretched.  Boundaries were being pushed and comfort levels were being left in the dust.  And I had that sweet aroma of oils, turpentine, and linseed oil in my own home, again.

I found myself in my local café, booking the next available May to hang my paintings as a participant in Somerville Open Studios.  Wait – what did I just do?  I didn’t even have anything to hang.  I started painting, fighting off the recurring fear of making a complete ass of myself by exposing such unrefined talent.  But I painted every night, just trying to finish enough work to hang.

photoMay came, I hung my paintings, and my inbox started to ping with the notification of new emails from people asking if I could paint his or her dog.  I received stories on my website from people moved by a particular image.  My phone would ring and, on the other end, someone would be asking how much this painting was, or that.  I’d be at a meeting or party and someone would say “Those dog paintings are yours?”

Wait.  What?  They’re not terrible?  More than that, people want to commission one?  And so, I have been painting.  And painting.  And, a year later, people are still contacting me to ask if I could paint something for them, or if they can buy a specific painting.

So, thank you, Somerville Open Studios.

The Curse Reversed

Aha!  I still have to do the muzzle and the sofa cushion and the shadiness in between, but Sleepy Seany is coming along.

The process of art — or, of the creative mind — is fascinating, to me.  I still don’t understand why I can go days or weeks with absolutely no ability, and then it suddenly kicks in.  This same process can (and often does, actually) occur in one evening; where I am just not happy with what is going onto the canvas, and then, after an hour or so and without my realizing it, the switch is turned on and the paint starts being applied correctly.  Hmmm.

If you have any thoughts on the matter, or can recommend some good reading on the creative process, please share!
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